Having young children is not easy. Many days are just difficult. A young mother got on a bus with seven children. The bus driver asked, "Are these all yours, lady? Or is it a picnic?"
"They're all mine," she replied. "And it's no picnic!"
I don't have seven children, but I have two--and not "only." Elder Anderson discussed the "multiply and replenish" commandment, and I am grateful for his words. I struggle to balance my limits with our desire to bring souls into the world. It is hard to know when and how many. I just love my kids more than anything, and I worry about absolutely everything when it comes to their lives. I want to be the best mom I can be for each of them. It is hard. I'm thankful that God knows and understands my limits, even better than I do. And, I'm grateful for the husband, who is endlessly patient and understanding.
It is a great time for conference camp--more time to reflect and receive personal revelation from God. Even though I know millions of people are hearing the messages I hear, it's amazing to feel so personally considered and loved.
In the endeavor of parenthood, I know we are given what we need when we seek it. You care so very much, and I know you will always be a seeker.
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